why?

I never looked into your eyes before.
The warm feeling of you looking back at me.
I never felt so loved before..
Before all the lies that kept turning.
All the tricks and games you played.
But all I have to say is, why?

Better Without You.

I don't know why I bothered.
It wasn't real, It wasn't true.
It was as fake as plastic.
I fell for who I thought you were.
Not for who you turned in too.
I felt so dumb, for falling for the trick.
But then I realized, I didn't loose anything.
You're the one that lost everything.

Will Be Missed.

I'm sorry we never talked. I knew you for forever.
We didn't talk, at all. But after you hit the ground,
I got into tears. My family broke down.
I've seen someone so strong, break down in seconds.
I don't get why it happened to you?
Why did this happen to you?
People come and go, but it doesn't mean anything,
until you truely remember the memories with that person.

Questions.

You can just sit there, staring.
Not saying a word, but just the emotion.
The emotion, is unbearable.
You sit and stare.
Wondering, how did this happen?

Everything to Me

Your there for me, In my time of need.
Your always the one I tell everything too.
People say I’m crazy but I say I’m lucky.
Lucky that I found, Someone like you.
And I can’t wait to talk to you every day.
I don’t wanna fall asleep at night.
You make every day, better than the last one.
Please never go away. <3

Him.

Waiting for the one that is calling you beautiful instead of silly names.
Who will call you back when you hang up on accident.
Who will just lie under the stars just to hear your heartbeat next to his.
Who will lie with you, until you just drift asleep.
Who calls you sweet names, and goes with you instead of his friends.
The guy who can tell you anything, but always keep your secrets.
He who calls you every night, just to hear your voice.
For the guy who can kisses you on the forehead, instead of on the lips.
He holds your hand in front of his friends, and doesn’t care.
Who thinks you look amazing with just no make-up on.
The guy who is kind and sweet, and reminds you he’s glad you’re his.

The Darkness

No point, no meaning, no standard.
You are the one that did nothing, but caused everything.
You feel like life is over as you know it, but there is a speck of hope.
It tries to reach its way to the top, but it falls.
Climbing, but failing.
You think there is no hope, no feeling, no power.
But then the light shines and the darkness fades.
The smiles come out, and the frowns fade with the darkness.
There is hope, there is feeling, there is power.
We are no more what we are; only what we can be.
We. They. You. Me.
Now we are one, we are there.
To find the feeling that was hiding deep within.
It ends but begins, it dies but it’s alive.
No matter what, No matter who.
It will always be there.

Unknown.

My name, is not important. But my secrets, are everywhere.
My problems are other people’s problems now.
And my thoughts and opinions don’t matter anymore.
People just stare and I wonder if it will stop.
I feel their eyes stare at the me no matter where I go.
Every day is different, but yet it is the same.
I am not who I am, or who I was. But I am but someone else.
You say that you know me, but I ask, “Do you really…?”
Everything ends, but yet here is a new beginning.
The war has now ended, and now all is said and done.
The new start is here, with a new life and new beginning.
I cannot wait.